Tuesday, September 27, 2011


Ran a few errands today. Mailed a sale (woot) and picked up ink cartridges for my printer. It was so nice to get out of the house for a bit. Drove home through a blizzard of yellow leaves. Fall is definitely here. It was gorgeous.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Life kicks you when you're down

I was going along composing a new blog entry in my mind on Thursday and Friday morning because, well, it's been a while and I wanted to write something. Then, life came along and kicked me in the teeth. Again. I was "let go" from my job because Someone there was Scared of Me and My Bad Attitude and couldn't give me work to do. WTF? Also, my previous position as an office manager/controller told these guys that I just Wouldn't Fit In at this company and I couldn't be happy as a receptionist. For the record, I left a high stress job for a lower stress position and was completely happy with that. After thinking about it for some time, the only thing I could think of is that someone there just plain didn't like me and wanted to see me fired. I can think of one or two people right off the bat.

Not going to lie, I'm not sad to see the job go. I was never really invested emotionally in the job. It was something I had to do but I thought I did a damn good job there. I am pissed I got let go though, haha, I wanted to leave eventually, but on my own terms (like, if I had another position lined up). Greedy of me, I know. So I have to look for work again. I hate the hunt so much.

So that new blog post has been lost (I honestly can't even remember what I was going to say) and my weekend has pretty much sucked. Mind, I did get to spend most of it trying to figure out what I want to do now (and with the rest of my life). I think I have it figured out. I just need to find another job for now.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Sums it up nicely

This? This is how I've been feeling for a couple weeks now.